i just Cannot deal w/ gritty edgy Ultimately There Is No Hope And Everything Is Shit type of plots like my mood and morale are already low as is in real life and i don’t.. need the fiction i consume often to cope to be that disheartening? idk like. i just can’t do it anymore. i can’t put myself through it. i know it’s Not That Deep but also i just love.. corny cliché Hope Wins types of stories? it’s not even corny or cliché to me? it’s just. cathartic.
Look, there’s nothing inherently Deep about cynism and pessimism and there’s nothing inherently shallow about hope and optimism. We gotta get away from that idea.
is this a freudian slip?
I called it ‘the American feudal system’ when I meant ‘the American federal system’, but like… accidental accuracy?
tbh the worst thing about being a self aware mentally ill person is that people assume that because you understand your illness you’re automatically able to actually apply your knowledge to your life and cure yourself
Do I know my brain isn’t making the most sense right now? Yes. Can I stop it? No.
i’m watching chinese grand prix and the guy who came third looks…. pissed
that’s just kimi, he looks pissed half the time and homicidal the rest.
i read an interview where they asked him why he went into motorsports instead of hockey (because finland i guess?) and he was like ‘so i wouldn’t have to get up early’ which, dare i say, is a mood